What is love you people say??
How explain what is love you say??
Well, from a person who has experience it.
it is not butterfly in your tummy..
no no.. it is also not those korean drama or hong kong where there character cries beyond all reason crazy...
Agree... agree... a story without love is not worth telling about...
when i was with my girlfriend last time. well.. i was a different person.. i was nerdy, had this really messy look( the just woke up look) , and i was always untidy, messy, the occasion of smelly too. well that was when i was in form 2 la..
when i enter form 3. in tuition. just like any other ordinary boring days in tuition. but someone, there was one person in class. one person which somehow caught my attention above everyone els in the class.. some one which every smile would have my heart skipping a beat. where every blink of an eye happens so so slowly. she was my ex girlfriends.
well.. as you people know me now.. when i was in form 3. i was a totally different person. i was a coward. i was a chicken.. i was a nobody... knowing that i was a nobody.. my entire time in tuition, staring at my ex from a distance.. every time she turns, i'll look away as i was hidious.. like monster.. i was shy.. i was afraid of rejection.. and i was so afraid of embarassment..
It actually kills you every single breath you take. she was so near yet so far to be grabb. but then.. i knew.. one day.. i'll will finally have to go throught what is call love too.. so i thought.. instead of just denying to myself that i was in love. i should just agree that, yes.. i am in love.. and i've got to try.. and so i made my move..
and so i did..tried to talk to her.. i was nuts about her.. but then.. i was so so darn scared..and eventually i...(this section of the story is private)
well.. after going into so much trouble.. and giving my heart and soul away.. and i ask her to be my girlfriend..(this feeling is not fun at all.. it feels like you are naked getting ready to jump into a icy cool water.. and when you are ready, you hold your breath and you jump and you will feel a cold rush to your body).. and..she agreed.. and i thought to myself.. oh my god.. i cant believe that you are finally mind.. after so long..
i was crazy that time i tell you.. when she agreed.. i was jumping.. i was dacing.. i was running.. i was smiling.. i was crying.. i was rolling on the floor.. i was overjoy.. i was so so so so happy that the person which i've been longing for is finally mind..
as we grew older.. we unseparatable.. we were glued together.. everyday i will call her.. i wouldn't mind walking an extra mile or wait for her for an extra day just to be beside her.. i wouldn't going throught any embarassment for her.. cause. in everything i do.. i'll do it for her..
thats it... that my story.. no more about my love life....
What i'm trying to say here is.. you'll never know who might be falling inlove with you nor you falling inlove with.. But.. if given a little chance, you might discover love if you too give it a little hope.. Love doesnt happens chemically.. Love is understanding a trust and feelings and security all mix into one big put with chemical X..and kaboom...LOVE....
Rejection is something you can never tell when you are inlove.. When you are inlove, you will never think straight.. serious... i'm not joking.... just take rejection as a lesson.. but dun let it down your heart.. just thank god she or he rejects you now then when you have sacrifice your life for that person..
When you are in love.. you'll be a statue.. trust me.. and one more thing.. please do note that, when you are inlove, you are at your most weakest point in life.. and everthing your crush or partner do.. do effect you too.. if you are not affected.. you are not in love..
The person you are in love with.. Cherish her.. love her or him.. tell yourself, if i were to just look at another person with a different thought, i would take my eye balls off... as long as they are there..love them and never never let them go.. if you say you have done your best.. good..now you can know what is doing it better.. remember.. good is not good where better is expected.
And if you know someone is in love with you..(Note: i'm not pointing fingers, i'm just writing this in a neutral point of view. i'm writing this on my point of view. but it doesnt mean i'm gonna follow it nor you should too. but if you follow it..damn..this world will be a better place to live)
okie.. if you know someone is inlove with you.. give him or her a chance.. you'll never know a person when you are inlove with him unless you are in love with him or her... if you dun want that person.. tell him or her propely.. never never ever reject that person in a harsh way.. like i said..people dun think striaght when they are inlove. But.. my advise..you give that person a chance..
overall.. loving someone bring a whole new meaning to living..
loving someone keeps you going all the time..
loving someone is like a good energy with keeps you rasional..
loving someone keeps you cool..
Like me for an example..
when i'm inlove, i would drive slowly as i want to reach college in one peice.. as, as i reach college, i get to see her.. and seeing her keeps me going everyday.. and that brings a whole new meaning in my life...
I would want to be the best person for her.. and that too help me be a better person..
Every successful male has a female behind them..but plz do remember that every downfall of a male is also a female..
It depends on how you look at it and how to react to it..
p.s i would like to thank JueNee ( my ex) for making me who am i today.
p.s i'm sorry if i trigger any unwanted bad feelings..
p.s i'm sorry if you can't take what i just say.. but it is what i think..and you cant stop me from thinking..
p.s i'm so so sorry if you people start seeing people coupling up in class..lol..
Regretly yours,
HweiMing.
7 comments:
FIRST OF ALL, when you are in LOVE, you will be everything you're not until the person likes you enough to accept who you are. it's how things USUALLY works.
SECOND, if you DONT reject that person you will never like HARSHLY, you are giving that person an impression that you MIGHT just accept him/her.
THIRD, BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL MALE IS A FEMALE is a typical chinese saying. in the chinese culture, being a bachelor ISN'T exactly encouraged, as the offsprings play a very BIG ROLE. they have to continue their generation. and it's also the saying of a coward. who can't live by himself and scared of being alone.
well, this is just MY opinion. who knows. you MIGHT just be right.
dey.. i say the word doesnt mean i'll follow it.. i just say wouldnt it be a better world??haha... plz dun get me wrong..
hmmMmmmm to me, no point saying it if you don't follow it...
yea la...actually also.. ar!! I'm not walking my talk!!
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